The week that just ended has been quite shitty, to say the least.

From stress to panic attacks, from late nights to nightmares, from PMS mood swings to backaches & cramps, from heartbreak to heartbreak.. But praise God, because the horrid week is over!

Thank you, for your tags, comments, MSN conversations etc etc to check on me and ask if I’m alright. Sorry I didn’t reply some of you!

Of course, that’s not to say that the week was completely shitty – there were good days too, like the random times I hung out with Brian and Lee Teng. And also the badminton outing with them and another of Lee Teng’s friends. And random dinners with the PinkPolarBear. And how can I forget – the day of Tammy’s wedding dinner. (It was awesome, but that really deserves an entry on its own)

Would you rather sky dive or take a rollercoaster?

If taking that literally, I’d love both. Oh and bungee jumping too. I haven’t tried skydiving or bungee, most unfortunately.. much to the relief of my parents haha.

But ughhh, I hate emotional rollercoasters. Haha, that’s such a teen-y word to use: emotional rollercoasters. But still.

I walked into service late today, feeling completely shitty. I hate tearing in public transport, you know. Just before I got off, the cab uncle asked why I was so gloomy; it’s a Sunday after all, he said. So I reluctantly gave him a nice smile and he looked happier. Haha.

Tiptoed to look for everyone in the darkness of the hall in the midst of worship. Yuki was the first I spotted, and I really thank God for such an amazing sister-in-Christ. I quietly put down my bag and stood next to her, and instinctively linked my arm in hers.

Two minutes into standing there and closing my eyes, the tears just fell after threatening to since I woke up, and all the way to service. Yuki noticed and just stood there holding me for awhile. She prayed and I just sobbed. It blows me away, how God brings angels to comfort.

After worship ended, I realised that Wanwan had arrived later than me and had stood beside me.

“Do you eat fan choy?”
“Yeap.”
“Oh yay! I bought one for you!”
*omg melts*

Haha. Yea yea, my love language is food. God’s timing is well, so timely. Random surprises and the right people being there at the right time reminded me that God is indeed always there to bring comfort and love.

Sitting in between Yuki and Wanwan during service was much fun!

And of course, I thank God so so much for bringing Pam into my life. She’s a wonderful leader, who goes above and beyond just being a cell leader. She’s been a friend, a sister and a mother.
Her support and love for me over the past years is amazing and I really don’t know ANYONE else who loves me so unconditionally and knows how to show it in ways that make me FEEL loved.

Her support over the past week has been significant, not just in talking to me but supporting in actions, actions that I didn’t know about til today. So yea, I know that I’m not alone in all these. And of course, her daily prayers for us, and her ministry over me as she prayed for me today as I just wept in her embrace.

After service, I went over to Dawn’s place for a bit of familiar comfort and a home-cooked meal. That’s always nice, as you would know by now. Haha. We had pasta for dinner that they all prepared together while I was being a pig, and fell asleep on the living room floor because I was so so tired out from all the sobbing and weeping. Hahahaha.

Thank you Twinnie, for always always opening up your house to welcome me in. I don’t say this enough, but I love you lots and lots and lots!

I really really really thank God from the bottom of my heart for the Spiritual Family that He has so richly blessed me with. We may not be close to each and everyone, but within the 12 and Pam, I know that they’re always with me.

(This has been a whole chunk of words so thank you if you’re still reading haha)

When I went online at Dawn’s place, I randomly checked my referrals for rumpledoodles.com and was very pleasantly surprised!

Honestly, I blog for fun, mostly to have some place to have a form of release and to update friends who I don’t see very often about my life. I don’t crave for multiple blog awards at any of these competitions of sort, because I really don’t think anyone who doesn’t know me personally would find what I update about interesting.

But reading that little paragraph on absolutjoiz’s blog was very sweet. Knowing that in some strange way or other, what I have to say to the world has impacted even one person’s life to make them a lil happier when they’re down, is very gratifying.

It may not be one of those big best blog contests around, but this means more to me than that because it’s very personal and sincere.

SO HELLO THERE DEAR GIRL! Hehe. I didn’t know you still read this, after your last comment ages and ages so long ago that I can’t remember when.. so comment more, so I can get to know you better too!
When I commented that reading that made my day better, I wasn’t kidding.

Oh, and this is for you:
Hahahhahahaha!!

So yeap.. there you go. These are the small, simple ways that God cheered me up with today!

I am lagging behind too many photo posts so please be patient with me! To further motivate myself, I created a bookmark folder specially for backdated photo posts with links to my photos that are already edited. Haha.

Look out for: Weilin’s wedding (I KNOW! It’s been donkey years! Hahaha), the trip to JB with the PinkPolarBear & his parents, the trip to Ikea with the PinkPolarBear, and Tammy’s wedding!