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5am woes
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Thursday, June 4th 2009 @ 5:13 amcategorised: Contemplation, Crybaby, Rant!, dear GodSo I can’t sleep, but I’m not too surprised for a variety of reasons amongst my whacked sleeping pattern.
It’s people like you who are precisely the reason why I’m hating myself for the things that eat me up inside. Take your effing self-righteous attitude elsewhere – I don’t welcome it in my life. I don’t need you to validate my existence, nor do I need you to pass careless judgment over my life when you are no where remotely near any position to. I don’t need to answer to you, neither should I have to justify myself. This all just serves to piss me off because for someone as self-righteous as you, you really should do some personal reflecting.
Aside from the other thoughts swimming around in my head, I also think I’m a shitty girlfriend. =(
God, please take charge… I don’t even know what to do to let you do that anymore. I just know I need You.
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