the random adventures of jojo

Just (rather) silently observing the things that happened today resulted in a nice, quiet sort of calm.

It was the smallest things you said or did.. How you let me take my time to wake up and go over to cook brunch together when I was so tired I just totally missed all my alarms.. How you try to be as patient as you can when I’m PMSy and mang zhang or in pain, and how you do all you can to make sure I’m comfortable.. How you chose to have dinner at home with your mum because otherwise she’d be dining alone, how we headed back to my place after dinner to have a round of mahjong with my family because my mum asked for it, how you told Joel to take care in the army before he goes off tomorrow.. And also how you took time to sit around and play mahjong with my family and just spend time with them.. And how you went for supper with me just because I was hungry, and how you spoke of taking care of kids next time and all that talk.. How you made sure to walk me right back up to my doorstep, and refusing to let me worry about how you were going to get a cab on the quiet streets..

All these from just one day. They happened so quickly, but it’s all these little things that make me feel more and more secure each day, as well as more and more excited looking forward to what lies ahead for us in the future.

My world seems to be changing more quickly than I’d like it to be, threatening to spin out of control on some days. I’m just glad I have you around these days to be able to know when I’m not alright, and to make silly faces and carry out mad moves on the train just to make me laugh. Heh.

2 months before you leave again… The thought of it tears me apart, but with everything that’s been happening.. I guess I’ll be okay. We’ll be okay. I don’t know how you do it, but somehow… you make everything worthwhile. =)

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